unsaid speechless feelings

07 July 2008 6:03:00 PM

when ur all friendly and nice to ppl, they tend to have forgotten that you are a human with feelings, emotions. they treat you like a doll up on the shelf and do whatever they wish. they automatically assume that everything they do are acceptable and forgo ur feelings towards their actions. they 'assume' that their silly jokes abt you are funny to others and subsequently repeats them over and over again, not knowing how hurtful it is to you. they assume yet again that by poking or touching you is nothing of the usual and they do it like a habit, not knowing that it feels rather irritatin. they dont realise how immature they are thou they are older then you, how insensitive they are thou they pretend to have feelings, how irritatin they are thou you've told them to stop it. and the worst...they proclaim that they are 'an adult' (kiss my ARSE).

i dont believe treatin anyone like shit cos i know that the shit will be thrown back.

and with that said, brings me to congratulate r boy for leavin his company, ha! that makes e two of us. and i realise through these few months of working, companies in sg are erm...same. im not being judgmental but no one could escape from this, office politics. to an extend it feels kinda childish. ive heard this been told to me a zillion times and its ANNOYING 'its ok, you are leavin anyway'. this pisses me off. not as thou im here to get free money (well, thats what i hope for) but im here to gain experience. alright, r boy's company is more pathetic. could you believe that his boss warns everyone to ignore his presence. not only that. orders were given to NOT issuse any works to him. plain childish.

what world are we living in now?

WOOTWOOT! i felt a sense of achievement ytd!

aside being absent minded to check for collection updates, i had to made my way down early to the milk run event to collect my runners kit. ha! and im so glad i did! else i wouldn be able to find a parkin space.

of the so many ppl, my eyes magneted to a large figure on the left. I COULDN BELIEVE! so coincidence! anne was there for the run too! surprisingly for someone like her would signed up for e 9.4km route (her reason was bcos she didnt know where to sign up for the 6km run and that e 4.5km was allocated for family run). SHOCKING! this is way too qiao le! even in sch, i see her EVERYWAY! at some point of time it became my nightmare but boy i was glad to find how was she doin. (if ur wondering, YES! anne from rugby!)

e route was very confusing. silly me had to backtrack to ask the marshal if i was in the right direction -.-' there was when e ahem ppl overtook me, damn! overall, i didnt stop to walk thou i had all the intentions to after the halfway mark whereby i had to go through several down slope to e underpass and up slope to exit from it. thanks to the warm humid weather, it was windless throughout e entire run makin it the best weapon to drain off everyone's energy. omg...not mentioning the heat and smell everytime u pass by a male runner, gross!




Tschus!

a soul of a runner, ever and ever~

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