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19 July 2008
2:52:00 PM
im not excited abt sch
im not looking forward for new friendships im not sure if i should have ccas im juz uncertain of many things im uncertain what i wanna do in future. i dont juz wanna be an engineer who works in a pathetic company full of power holders with office politics. i dont wanna be earning this amt of money every month juz to get thru with my life expenses. i want to venture. i wanna get to a higher ground where i'll be sure im happy of my achievements. i dont wanna be someone who does some ordinary work but somebody with big dreams who dares to achieve them. a life with memories. *i forgot to lock my truck's door ytd. ive got a huge surprise. its days away till sch reopens. and i hope work doesnt pile up as heard from them. so from now till then, im working on a list of stuff yet to be done or should have been done long ago right aft my last paper in poly. im looking forward on quittin my job but this means i have to give up my truck. this also means i needa get a part-time work now that my mum isnt financin my courses ha! or should i say, reluctant. it really pisses me off how some rich kid doesnt understand where money comes from. they get whatever they want, new clothes, new shoes, new cars, high class meals, travel the world. they buy cars like nobody biz when we alr know that oil prices are rising. i hate e way they treat money. they are fortunate yet they dont understand. im lucky to be poor to have felt how hardship came about, its a life time affair. even a cheapo study trip to kl and a community services trip to philippines, all expenses were paid by me. makes me think twice before gettin any stuff from there. i once asked my mum abt an exchange prog to germany, will she support. her answer was no. r boy is havin trouble with sch fees and i truly feel for him. thou mrindo is rich, he gets all his daily wages by himself yet his results are always so freaking outstanding! even choon too. i needa start savin for overseas trip! read wd's blog. his usage of short forms is really terrible la! shall drop him a msg ha! d's post is always so entertaining yet she doesnt know i have her blog! (horrible me). poor tudi is so so so busy with her sch stuff that her blog is beginning to have cob webs soon, same goes for shup! alamak that girl! she disappeared. still, sc's blog...the usual, direct yet intellectually right, always enjoyed her views on random stuff. huge thanks to dim sum for music advise! THANKS SO MUCH! have always treated her as my piano guru. ive decided to train up my fingers for ABRSM dip! i shouldn worry so much, things have their magical ways of making themself right. Tschus! confusin variation of relationships 0 comments |
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