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28 December 2009 11:22:00 AM

talk about free writing and here i am spacing out. come on man...this is my blog and im spacing out. really. i find it easier to write on my private blog then this. its weird but then again, whose gonna ever read it if i continue writing there. stupid.

not until today (dated 29dec), ive never felt so pissed. aside from the fuking endless trgs that had officially taken over my hols (soon to be my entire life), my sad decision of giving up march concert, how i felt damn motivated during trgs, how i want a hols real badly, how everyone is scoring so well and going on exchange, how everything juz crash non stop yet everyone thinks im doing alright, how watching hell's kitchen reminds me of my time in r10, how short on cash i am...how did i ended up in such a huge MESS! (being a good person doesnt always work out well but it sure works out well when sendin someone bad impression). they looked down on your not-so-sorry-ass and stopped taking to you. this is when you hit that fking delete button. byebye donkeys. im not doing alright (stop saying that i am), im not happy to have ended up in nus and fail too many fking times. im pissed. im not alright and pissed. notalrightpissed!

on top of everything, there was smth fking stupid today. ive never seen someone with such a fucked up face staring at me. like it wasnt pissing me off (prolly bcos im having a really bad day). STOP STARING AT ME YOU MORON! o yes, and i rmb why im having such an irritating day. dry cough had taken my sleep! been getting up every hr gulping down water + a visit to the toilet. STOP STARING!!! how bad was it? i gave that old jackass a really pissed off face and he doesnt get the msg! WTF! imagine someone with their two eyes straight at you (i want to DIG his cb eyes out) staring from top to bottom and to the top again, look at the other direction for the bus and look back at you from left to right then top to bottom and up -.-''' fuck it you bastard! he had a 'im a cb' written all over. damn those fucking deprived guys. poor sad creature. oh, and you think thats the end? i walked up from where im sitting (the seat behind him) towards the sheltered walkway to wait for the bus instead. he looked around and continued his tv show (ME!). i had enough and walked behind the bus stop where the column was blocking his view (finally smth fatter than his cb eyes). the miracle bus came instantly (like it was answering my call). he got up. end of story.

one thing straight.

im not shy to tell someone to piss off.

i had enough.

Tschus!

trust me when i said it

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