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forty-two
10 December 2009
8:32:00 PM
have you ever thought?
they kept moving regardless how painful it is, they have never given up. with endless thoughts streaming throughout my mind, i could hardly stopped to think why slapping myself with such torture again. only by doing so, i could reflect on myself and what ive become. ive thought of how self asserted i am at times where my alter ego pisses people and send negative vibes directly at them. thus far, ive been pretty arrogant, an asshole, a huge douche bag, a selfish bastard, a insensitive moron and a fag trying to act young when im not. not forgetting being irrelevant infantile. i admit. i believe living shouldnt be stressful. given this qns, 'which will come faster? tomorrow or future', tml. dont take ytd's sorrow to today. life would be utterly sad. come to think of it, time spent in a day is define by oneself. 24hrs is only a gauge to keep things in place and moving but if time is fully utilised, 24hrs would feel like 100hrs. its the same with age! why should i act all mighty and mature as i aged (thou being childish comes with a limit)? how others will perceive me? my behavior, my actions, my language, my expressions. i dont really care. i dont. i might be one crazy/weird/gibberish person but im enjoying it. i asked myself many times what will i do after grad. its a joke saying that i would like to be a professional student. its not realistic. find a company and work to death? change career path? travel the world? (you need money first right). i dont really know. initially, i had planned to work my arse off and using the money saved to open a company (isnt promising and the risks involved are ridiculous). ive always wanted to be a chef (dont laugh). ultimately, you decide. no one can decide how you should live it. be bold, take a chance. thomas a. edison once said, "i have not failed. ive just found 10,000 ways that wont work." failing in life isnt such a big deal as long as you keep your head up and move forward. are you bothered how strangers stared at you? really? acting my age doesnt occurred to me at all. i dont believe in wearing a wolf's clothes. i am who i am and i believe what i believe in. i may be kiddy at heart but im fully aware of my actions (im juz not very good with handling emotions.) however, over doing it is solely my responsibility and i apologise (thou no one would ever read this but still, i feel a need to do so). what u see in yourself is more important than how you want others to look at you. give others the respect they deserved. feel with your heart and think with your brains. dont judge. but because they didn't stop to enjoy it.” -william feather Tschus! living to the fullest with a whole lot of confidence in life while being carefree and happy pursuit your happiness find that meaning in life 0 comments |
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