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in the end, im still an orifice...
16 July 2006 10:50:00 AM

in the end, im still an orifice...

15 july...lazy me, lazy to get up...hahaha...decided to update my dead blog...and YES!...as you can see...under the section 'missing days'...hahaha u get to read some interesting stuff...in a way, i guess blogging everything out, u feel better...but i dont think u get to know what type of person i am by reading mine...*sigh*...if only she understands...i feel hard to open up to anyone...who will ever understands me?...prince white?...hahaha...fat hope ba...needa brush up on my deutsch if i wanna go there to study...really miss my pri sch days...*sigh*...basically i've been sleeping the whole day and only drag my butt off the smelly bed to wash up and chat online...*yawns*...

Tschus!

i want nightmares...

can i lean on u and cry?...really sad...but somehow i cant explain how i feel to anyone...wasnt been able to let out my feelings out to anyone since young...guess that is when i became so strong ba...to all, im very introvert...well, cant blame me ya...juz not used to it...i mean not used to complaining abt my life...not some bitch that goes on and on abt herself...juz when i need someone with me...where should i find one who will sit down and listen?...no one will...jie, i really wish ur here...sometimes...the thing that u longed for will never show up...agree with me?...i really envy those who have older sister...muz learn to cherish...i got enough of guys le...kk, now im being silly...what im i talkin anyway...hahaha...feeling rather lame now...needa get up early tml...finish proj...till then...

Tschus!

i once know a girl who name herself air
who couldnt breath and couldnt talk
for all she know shes all alone
in this heartless cold realm
what she thought of herself was nothing more
then to die in solemn snow
all she wanted was a little talk
to whom we may not know
strong she may be
still she longs for this
someone who will guide her
to love her
but she knows that will never happen
she thinks to herself
its time to make a change
a change for eternality...

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  • missing days
  • speechless...
  • useless?...hmmm...
  • sleepy mode *on*
  • black eyes
  • missing days...
  • office for me...fun for them...
  • another day of disapointment
  • i want back my dreams!!!
  • FUCKING BASTARDS!!!


  • DUH...


    EAT THAT!
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