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speechless
01 June 2006 6:42:00 PM

speechless

i totally forget to study one formula and it ruin all...force x height = pressure x lc...fuck the damn formula...why am i always at a disadvantage...why muz u always stop me from getting my A's...gong gong, where are you?...i miss you so much...i wish there was someone to talk with...im really at cliff end...called her today and guess what...got scolded AGAIN...why am i such a failure...nth for me goes right...the thought of cutting my wrist comes back again...i finally know the meaning of being useless...im so useless that i cant even get anything right...why was i not told the proposal muz be handed in one month before?...why am i told to look at yellowpages to find a specker?...why am i told i such a way gives me the impression that she will do all the contacting...why am i not told of so much things?...why muz i be the first to get so fuck up?...now there no chance of me getting a position in the club...you happy now...or is that ur motive from the start?...tell me, i wanna know...*wipping tears from eyes*...be strong girl...at least i know i can finish this...i dont want everything i done so far gone to waste...nvm if i get scolded...i need to hold this team up...till the end girl, till the end...

Tschus!

no more hateing...
no more letting down...
no more being a useless...
no more a loser...
i will listen more...
ask more...
juz be myself and finish the job...
its not what u wear that makes you something, its what you have inside that make you a leader...

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RECAP

  • im crying...really...
  • time to zip my mouth and learn to be humble
  • damn good day to boil my limiting reactants!!!
  • having poor strategy means failing horribly...i agree
  • the best day...
  • is this the start...will tml be worst?
  • My Hypothesical Theory
  • is it so fast already...you sure?
  • the rough about?
  • oh man, not this again...


  • DUH...


    EAT THAT!
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